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The end of the semester
9 years ago
Let nothing stand in your way.
Iv been very quiet on FA lately for good reason. Iv been dealing with the end of the semester and a number of other problems. My stress started with the spanish class. My first exam went fine with an 80% but my 2nd one I bombed with a 44%. This was due to a lack of studying because of a frantic job hunt. I got the job. My next 2 exams ok with high 70s. Then came studying for the final exam which is 25% of my final grade. Under much stress I took that exam after a hell of alot of studying and working it around 4 projects due on the same day. Well then came this weekend. I had to work the Carolina Rebellion concert as a parking attendant. 45 hour of work in 4 days. Through waves of parking lot dust, blistering heat, and before that 30mph winds with rain and 40 degrees.... not to mention the worst crowd on the speedway event calender. this crowd does real damage and harm.
Well the cherry on top was the Idea that mean and some friend were going to myrtle beach the weekend after. Now i havent been to the beach in 7 year. Last time i went it was just me and my Dad and the the night before leaving a dear friend of mine killed himself with sleep meds. I waited for 6 years to go back. Last year I was tired of waiting and begged my parents to go back but they didnt so I made plans this year. All worked out. Money, lodging, transportation, schedule. all was planned............BUT.......my parents thought going during "bike week" was to dangerous so they suggested rescheduling and they would pay the incread room rate. I planned this for the only available weekend for me in all of may. In June the room price jumps $120 a night. so about $220 a night. They said they would pay the extra money so we wouldnt. Well non of my friend are available in june because thye are going to the same beach with thier families.....
Its been a rough semester and the past month has only gotten worse and its just all fallen apart. Also friends of mine have been going through crap too. Some of it I tried to help but only made it worse I think. Ontop of that my blacksmithing, my shooting, my training, all the activities that i love i think about but i dont feel anything. Its like i just dont care anymore.
Am I going into a depression?
Idk, I just have to get through tomorrows spanish verbal exam and hopefully I dont have to retake the class a third time!
Well the cherry on top was the Idea that mean and some friend were going to myrtle beach the weekend after. Now i havent been to the beach in 7 year. Last time i went it was just me and my Dad and the the night before leaving a dear friend of mine killed himself with sleep meds. I waited for 6 years to go back. Last year I was tired of waiting and begged my parents to go back but they didnt so I made plans this year. All worked out. Money, lodging, transportation, schedule. all was planned............BUT.......my parents thought going during "bike week" was to dangerous so they suggested rescheduling and they would pay the incread room rate. I planned this for the only available weekend for me in all of may. In June the room price jumps $120 a night. so about $220 a night. They said they would pay the extra money so we wouldnt. Well non of my friend are available in june because thye are going to the same beach with thier families.....
Its been a rough semester and the past month has only gotten worse and its just all fallen apart. Also friends of mine have been going through crap too. Some of it I tried to help but only made it worse I think. Ontop of that my blacksmithing, my shooting, my training, all the activities that i love i think about but i dont feel anything. Its like i just dont care anymore.
Am I going into a depression?
Idk, I just have to get through tomorrows spanish verbal exam and hopefully I dont have to retake the class a third time!
RaidenStorm
~raidenstorm
My best wishes for tomorrow's exam. *crossing fingers for luck*
