Sister/Brother:  Shadowpelt  Kalas  hero

I... today... went disasterly badly... worst... drama... problems I ever had...

travis/lloyd... was the worst problem..

but now this... after Travis and lloyd hurt me... someone hurted me and took me in and allways wanted to protect me and love me for ever...

looks like people follow others as the helper...

just acted like travis/lloyd...

mutlie loving...

T. .T It was worse because I ALMOST DIED

I've almost did.. die... I survived... those pains... when I was about to die...

>. .< I never felt before... maybe... death is worser than suffering IRL.....

I see how death is like and it is'nt great when someone leave you to die... its is suffering way worser all alone to die...

I just almost killed my self getting choaked.. string snapped.. I survived..

yeh... I am gonna be on my own I guess for a while... I now know that if my 7th... ex will understand that he would had never saved me in tue future if we was mean't to had loved... protecting me.. nope he will never...

I understand now realy.. just take my time.. this time A WELSH DRAGON who lives near me... not AMERICAN'S they all just darn hurt me...

sorry to those nice americans >. .< I do love america I do want to go there....

anyway... Welsh Dragon... alive.. well some of my feels gone from almost dieing...

I dunno... talk to me... if you people... alright with it

I am gonna trust my instincts.. forever... and... my dragon soul... allways...

see you later.. all