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Musings about love
9 years ago
I hate to start this journal on such a low note, but I'm wondering if I'll ever find the person I'm looking for in this community. It's been a year since I started looking for a partner and I still feel every bit as alone and deflated as I did last year. I came across some individuals that had promise, but unfortunately I couldn't get very far with them.
And the thing is I'm not even looking for romance. I just want to be a priority to someone. It can be romantic, but it can also be platonic! I don't even care. I just want someone I can share my world with, someone who would be my priority just as much as I would be theirs. I'd also like someone I can pair my character up with. We could write stories of our characters, draw art pieces of them, or even commission stuff together.
But I don't think I'm going to get that, at least not in the furry community. I'm beginning to accept the possibility that I'll have to look outside of the community. Perhaps I'll fall in love with a girl in real life and even design a character for her. I don't know. The important thing is if I'm a priority to someone.
Make no mistake, I have a whole bunch of friends and they're all a priority to me. I'm just wondering if I'll ever find... the one, y'know.
And the thing is I'm not even looking for romance. I just want to be a priority to someone. It can be romantic, but it can also be platonic! I don't even care. I just want someone I can share my world with, someone who would be my priority just as much as I would be theirs. I'd also like someone I can pair my character up with. We could write stories of our characters, draw art pieces of them, or even commission stuff together.
But I don't think I'm going to get that, at least not in the furry community. I'm beginning to accept the possibility that I'll have to look outside of the community. Perhaps I'll fall in love with a girl in real life and even design a character for her. I don't know. The important thing is if I'm a priority to someone.
Make no mistake, I have a whole bunch of friends and they're all a priority to me. I'm just wondering if I'll ever find... the one, y'know.
But don't give up and the right person will eventually come alone. Good things happen to those who wait! :) I rather wait 10 years for the perfect person, than be stuck with someone horrible from rushing into things.
I don't know anymore. It just feels like I can't win no matter how much I work towards improving myself. You'd think someone as sweet and adorable as me would be taken, but nope. I guess I'm just not perfect enough.
You just have to continue having confidence in yourself, no matter how rough things look, and a Mrs. Right will come sooner or later! And nobody is perfect, don't ya worry. Nobody.