Well I dont write much journals and I rarely make public journals... but I just need to get my feelings out some... Recently ive been getting so depressed... like something is missing in my day by day life.... and I know what it is but like it has stopped happening... There is this specific person in my life that I am always excited to see and speak to and have a good time with... Recently we stopped calling and now i dont know if i had done something wrong or he is just not wanting to talk.... I understand if he needed some space.... but like sitting here not knowing if he is okay... not being able to talk to him about whats going on its drilling into my emotions and making me depressed and i dont know how to help it...

sorry for inconviencing someone with my feelings... but i needed to get it out.... it has been heavy onto me....