I've been pretty inactive here lately due to my shitty sleeping pattern (Ha ha, what's waking up before 5:30pm?) and how we've been living off Chef Boyardee and ramen for like, a week now.

I added one of you to Skype (Which if anyone else would like to talk there, just send me a note) and I haven't talked to you in a week because of everything going on.

I wanted to discuss my last picture while I'm here. It's been such a difficult past month for me, let alone what this year has been. As most of my long time watchers would know, I'm struggling with depression and being suicidal. I've been trying my best to hide that lately. I'm the kind of person who, as cliche as this sounds, laughs so I don't cry. But with that, I've been finding it harder and harder to do that. I don't see this year getting easier on me, especially with this summer coming up. I planned this for years and I've had to watch everything I worked for fall apart in front of me for the second time in my life.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm aware I'm not in a mental state and that's why I've been quiet. I've pretty much got the place to myself tonight. I'll try taking care of a few things here while I watch the RDA stream.

Thanks for sticking around,

-Snow