I really mean it. I really sincerely apologize to everyone. Even the friends that I had which they wouldn't talk to me.
I am sorry for my childish behavior over many times. I will for now on watch in what I say, make sure that my actions will reflect upon that matter.
I lost so many great friends, people that I knew of wanted to know. I knew told no one secrets or cause any type of drama.
I am only reforming myself to my duties, I regret in my own words in what I said to many others after.

In my own mind. If only the people that I hurt can forgive me in I have done to them all.
I will do anything to earn back your respect in what it takes to having you all to have trust on me.

I am ashamed as human being in why I hurt people with my words. However... I can feel the emotions that are coming to others when they read this journal.

Please Understand that I accept my own errors. And I want to correct them now. I don't want to live in the shadows or having to hide my issues with some people. I choose what is right, not that is only giving another pain which I will not laugh at. I express this apology letter to all who couldn't forgive me or were not in the mood to talk to me anymore. I get it. You are mad. To be honest... I changed my values on how to social with people that are different from me. I adapt to their personalities, so fore.

I wish to all to forgive me, I made so many regrets. I know that it's past and done. I get it. I just want every to be over with it so I can remain in talking with the friends that I use to talk with before.

Thank you everyone for supporting me. I am sorry in my heart. *Tears* I made so many errors.
However I am a man about it. I will man up to accept my wrong doings. And change my lifely hood so many can see that I have the courage to stand up and say "I apologize to the ones that use to be my friends, I will never in my life ever do such inhumane actions that can jeopardize my image, trust, friendship among we humans, integrity etc... in my wake. "

If only I can say sorry to them people in real life. And have human handshake so I don't have to deal or repeat the same mistakes again.

That is all.

Hopefully... my old friends can forgive or if not then it's ok. That is all in my mind.

Thank you for reading.