I have
*ADHD or "Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder" (late 90s-now) (When I was 5 years old in 1999, my mother told me 2017.)
*Major Schizophrenia (2007-now)
Anxiety disorder (2013-now)
*Major depression (2007-now)
paranoia (2014-now)
Bipolar disorder (2017-now)
panic attacks (2013-now)
psychosis (2007-now)
*I can hear voices in my head (2007-now)
Suicidal thoughts (2017-now)
Autism (2017)

I will admit that I have problems.
I do have meds for it but I refuse to take them due to the fact that any meds I may take will make my illness worse than it is already is. The voices get stronger and stronger if I take the medications. They may fade over time in my life or not. Please understand that I have problems. But now... I have to take meds again but this time I have to take them, I have no other choice but their is shots but still... I want to live a good life, not a bad one but my health... I have panic attacks.
I even Overdosed on April 3, 2017 but I survived in the hospital by people giving me a solid black liquid, they called it Charcoal for me to drink so it can eat away the pills that was in the stomach. To this day I still don't want any meds anymore. It effected me too much. But I may get my meds handle by my mother which she will give me by hand which means I will need to still takes my meds no matter what.
I am a mentally ill person.

I did in fact with to the mental Hospital 3 times this years in February 2017, March 2017, April 2017, even before many times.
I don't want to go to any mental hospitals anymore. It costs money, time, resources, most of the time it doesn't even work out for me. All I can do is live my life since I have now told you all the truth about me. The missing puzzle piece of who I truly am.
I did some research on Voices, other things: http://mentalhealthdaily.com/2014/0.....es-treatments/
http://news.nationalpost.com/health.....study-suggests
http://www.psychiatryadvisor.com/al.....rticle/483380/
https://www.alzinfo.org/articles/pi.....to-alzheimers/
http://www.webmd.com/depression/fea.....on-treatment#1
http://www.webmd.com/depression/fea.....on-treatment#2
http://www.webmd.com/depression/fea.....on-treatment#3
http://www.webmd.com/depression/fea.....idepressants#1
http://www.webmd.com/depression/fea.....idepressants#2
http://www.webmd.com/depression/fea.....idepressants#3
http://www.webmd.com/depression/fea.....idepressants#4
http://www.alzheimers.net/2014-05-1.....or-alzheimers/
http://www.everydayhealth.com/depre.....e-effects.aspx
https://www.cchrint.org/psychiatric.....ntsideeffects/
http://health.usnews.com/health-new.....ntidepressants
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/ar.....es/PMC3353604/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antid.....d_suicide_risk
https://www.madinamerica.com/2016/1.....violence-ages/

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