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9 years ago
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Body full of fluff, head full of stuff.
I've been thinking about this for a little while now and I really hope y'all will stick with me. I've been thinking of putting a bit stronger focus on NSFW art. I'm not doing this to gain followers, I'm a very small time artist and I'm perfectly ok with that.
However, I feel like I'm not pushing myself enough. I want to grow as an artist even if it's not with the same passion as I once had. I also mentioned a long time ago that I wanted to do commissions when I feel like I'm in a good spot and when I've got a tablet. This is still a goal of mine. Keep in mind, I won't only do commissions, most art here will be of my own design.
And if I may bring up something a bit personal, I'm also doing this to free myself. You're probably wondering what I mean by this, and I'll just put it this way. I grew up not only being ashamed of my own sexuality, but afraid even show romantic feelings towards people. This is something I've struggled with for a long time now. I often fear that my friends are going to judge me and make fun of me for my kinks or even romantic feelings, which I know they won't, but the fear is still there. Hell, I'm kinda made fun of because my fetishes are tame as hell compared to everyone else.
I've grown a lot as a person and learned a lot about myself over the past couple years. Do I want to be "the pervy gay chick"? No, but I want to accept myself for who I am and not be ashamed of, in the scheme of things, small shit.
So yes, I'm entirely doing this for myself, although the reasons are varied. I am a very sexual person and I feel I need to accept that. To a certain extent. I'm not going to walk around without my pants on. Unless someone wanted to see that, but hey, there's a reason I'm single.
Thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope it doesn't ruin anyone's opinion of me. I want to re-iterate that the SFW art will NOT stop. There will always be SFW art here, probably the majority of what I post. I just don't want to hold myself back out of fear and anxiety of being judged either.
-Snow
However, I feel like I'm not pushing myself enough. I want to grow as an artist even if it's not with the same passion as I once had. I also mentioned a long time ago that I wanted to do commissions when I feel like I'm in a good spot and when I've got a tablet. This is still a goal of mine. Keep in mind, I won't only do commissions, most art here will be of my own design.
And if I may bring up something a bit personal, I'm also doing this to free myself. You're probably wondering what I mean by this, and I'll just put it this way. I grew up not only being ashamed of my own sexuality, but afraid even show romantic feelings towards people. This is something I've struggled with for a long time now. I often fear that my friends are going to judge me and make fun of me for my kinks or even romantic feelings, which I know they won't, but the fear is still there. Hell, I'm kinda made fun of because my fetishes are tame as hell compared to everyone else.
I've grown a lot as a person and learned a lot about myself over the past couple years. Do I want to be "the pervy gay chick"? No, but I want to accept myself for who I am and not be ashamed of, in the scheme of things, small shit.
So yes, I'm entirely doing this for myself, although the reasons are varied. I am a very sexual person and I feel I need to accept that. To a certain extent. I'm not going to walk around without my pants on. Unless someone wanted to see that, but hey, there's a reason I'm single.
Thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope it doesn't ruin anyone's opinion of me. I want to re-iterate that the SFW art will NOT stop. There will always be SFW art here, probably the majority of what I post. I just don't want to hold myself back out of fear and anxiety of being judged either.
-Snow
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WOOOOOOOOOOH GO GET EM! CANT waint to see your kinky picks
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