Depression had me for awhile. It still kind of has me. I've been overwhelmed with work so it's just made me set it aside for awhile, which probably isn't very good for me.

My cintiq got a short in it right when I was making my ref sheet. I finally had inspiration and life kind of threw it on the ground.

Figures I get crosstrained at work, too. I've worked 6 days this week and I have a double shift coming up, and it could be another 6 day work week.

The good news is I can afford the $50 to get this short replaced, but the bad news is I'm not sure if htis is gonna motherfucking fix it...

More bad news is I've been ignoring my friends. I've been disoriented this whole work week. And the depression doesn't help me come out of my shell. You have to forgive me, life is this thing you can't peek at, if you do you'll get overwhelmed. It's a tightrope...

I'm hoping work doesn't consume me. My ADD makes it hard for me to keep my real soul when overwhelmed. I forget who I am, I have to be reminded why I'm in this fandom, what my overall plan really is. Because I forget a lot.

Anyways I'll be more active soon. Going to get more drawings for you guys. Maybe start a new tumblr.

Whatever works.