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My week!! (Well last week)
9 years ago
Where do I even begin???? lmao
Last week was just a fucking wild ride....
Well a little after I posted my hiatus journal I believe, my mom called me to tell me my grandma on my dad's side passed away..She was struggling with a cancer they couldn't cure pretty much. She also told me to make it to the funeral. (I live about 3 hours away from home)
I didn't want to go into too much detail at the time because idk it's pretty personal and kinda seems out of the blue but that's pretty much what happened. And I got this news like right before willie's surgery :)))
He did fine and it didn't take long though! And we got home and was just taking it easy, me trying to take care of him! My mom calls me again and tells me it's ok if I don't make it because I am taking care of willie and my grandma would understand. Also I didn't want to drag him around AND i never driven 3+ hours in my fucking LIFE. (I just got my license last year!!!! I had to drive willie home and almost had a panic attack just from that!)
But after that phone call willie (who was high as a kite idk why I listened to him) said that I should just go. It is a FUNERAL after all. So I thought about whether I should go or not for like a day and I decided that I cannot miss this..
On Thursday morning, about 4am, I packed up for us, got drugged up willie & our dog in the car and JUST LEFT. I didn't tell anyone that I decided to go to surprise everyone and prove to myself that I can drive that long on the interstate!! AT FIRST I WAS A NERVOUS WRECK. THE TRUCKS...OMFG THE TRUCKS!!!
But after awhile it was honestly kind of relaxing, I actually prefer driving on the interstate than in a city.
BUT ANYWAY, we got there! I was able to go to the wake and funeral. (Didn't take willie because he was in so much pain still and pretty high, he needed to relax)
Being at that funeral was so...surreal.. Like I couldn't even get into it because I just..somehow wasn't processing it. I already got my feelings out before I went, but it was still so..crazy to actually see your loved one in front of you..eternally sleeping. And to see your family hurting. Like she's not coming back??? But my mind kept thinking "this is only temporary"????
It was so weird....the whole setting but she's at peace now.
Willie was getting better, to the point where he didn't need his drugs lol
But I was kinda bummed that I didn't have too much time to visit any of my friends, but I should be back in June.
We went back home (I drove a lot better this time) and we have just been relaxing this week..ITS FUNNY because when I got back I wanted to do commissions so bad BUT FA WAS DOWN. So i was just like "OK VACATION I GUESS..."
We're both doing ok right now, it's just...last week was a mess and I just had to update you guys somehow.
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN????
Last week was just a fucking wild ride....
Well a little after I posted my hiatus journal I believe, my mom called me to tell me my grandma on my dad's side passed away..She was struggling with a cancer they couldn't cure pretty much. She also told me to make it to the funeral. (I live about 3 hours away from home)
I didn't want to go into too much detail at the time because idk it's pretty personal and kinda seems out of the blue but that's pretty much what happened. And I got this news like right before willie's surgery :)))
He did fine and it didn't take long though! And we got home and was just taking it easy, me trying to take care of him! My mom calls me again and tells me it's ok if I don't make it because I am taking care of willie and my grandma would understand. Also I didn't want to drag him around AND i never driven 3+ hours in my fucking LIFE. (I just got my license last year!!!! I had to drive willie home and almost had a panic attack just from that!)
But after that phone call willie (who was high as a kite idk why I listened to him) said that I should just go. It is a FUNERAL after all. So I thought about whether I should go or not for like a day and I decided that I cannot miss this..
On Thursday morning, about 4am, I packed up for us, got drugged up willie & our dog in the car and JUST LEFT. I didn't tell anyone that I decided to go to surprise everyone and prove to myself that I can drive that long on the interstate!! AT FIRST I WAS A NERVOUS WRECK. THE TRUCKS...OMFG THE TRUCKS!!!
But after awhile it was honestly kind of relaxing, I actually prefer driving on the interstate than in a city.
BUT ANYWAY, we got there! I was able to go to the wake and funeral. (Didn't take willie because he was in so much pain still and pretty high, he needed to relax)
Being at that funeral was so...surreal.. Like I couldn't even get into it because I just..somehow wasn't processing it. I already got my feelings out before I went, but it was still so..crazy to actually see your loved one in front of you..eternally sleeping. And to see your family hurting. Like she's not coming back??? But my mind kept thinking "this is only temporary"????
It was so weird....the whole setting but she's at peace now.
Willie was getting better, to the point where he didn't need his drugs lol
But I was kinda bummed that I didn't have too much time to visit any of my friends, but I should be back in June.
We went back home (I drove a lot better this time) and we have just been relaxing this week..ITS FUNNY because when I got back I wanted to do commissions so bad BUT FA WAS DOWN. So i was just like "OK VACATION I GUESS..."
We're both doing ok right now, it's just...last week was a mess and I just had to update you guys somehow.
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN????
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Glad to hear you're doing good though!
thank you hk uvu
Glad you and Will made it there and back safely though and hope you can just relax some (both of you).
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last week was overall just SUPER WEIRD i just need to relax lol
Glad you're okii and safe. I'm doing well. Got the sickies and my tumtums hurt, but I'm doing fine.
I do hope that Willie gets better from his surgery and that everything goes alright for you guys~ You just need to relax after all of that.
And also this FA nonsense..man. It's been WILD.
im glad the surgery went well and you had a safe travel!