These last months have been rough... lot of hard stuff to deal with, and still dealing with, the loss of someone i cared a lot, he was like a second father, i really don't want to talk about that so much, i was there when he passed away, and the picture in my brain stills makes me feel sad, the whole scene frozen in time.
After that i had to mantain calm and help the rest of the family to keep going, change services, went pay stuff there and there... a lot of stuff to organize, i had a hard time sleeping plus waking up early to do other stuff too, work, blah blah. i didn't told who was this father person, but it's because detailing it so much will make us sad.

Anyway, sorry for leaving all of you without any note, i hope at least you been ok, and doing fine.