I've written shit here like 5 times now and deleted it because each post was a big mess of anger, sadness, grief or what-have-you. It gets tiring when you want to express yourself but you don't know how, and on top of that... being reminded that 'Hey, you don't have many friends that would care to read that anyway'.

So I'll just change the gears on this message and say this.
I would like to make more friends so I can .. heal.

Hi. Would you be my friend?