i met Nevin while i was with my 3rd mate, Lelouch Latzo, i could be off a bit, my memory is foggy about when we first met ><, anyways, while i was with him, she was my mother, and i loved her a lot.

things started going south with Lelouch, and she was there for me, and she and i became so close that we became mates and took eachothers partner slots. At that time also, i had a master i had been living, and my relationship with him was stressed too, he wanted to have a family, which he said he couldn't have if het had pets, so he let Nevin and i go.

I was upset, buut i got over it with Nevin's help, and moved back to HHFH (Homed Homeless Furs Hotel) a free living sim at the time, the sim manager of which, Ryanstar Scott, earlier became my adopted son.

Nevin and i lived peacefully, well sort, what with the problem she had with Dracon Howley, over what i was told by Diesia Auer, her best friend, was that Dracon was jealous of me and Nevin because Dracon had known her for a long time, but never been partnered to her, but i barely knew Nevin, and quickly became her partner.

I expressed concern to Nevin about this, at which point she told me not to worry at all about, as she didn't want me to get involved with it, so at her request, i stayed in the dark. I later heard that she had dropped Dracon as one of her many mates, and i was admittedly, happy.

things were pretty calm after that, Nevin got me to go Neko, and got me to buy a Serval avatar, and a costume and hair for it, so i could join in her and Diesia's Hellsing RP, which i gladly did, and to this day, i still love the Hellsing anime.

things didn't remain calm however, there was a moment i was worried about Nevin leaving me, because i crashed on SL, and when i got back on, i spied her fooling with Diesia, which i was later told that Diesia was drunk, and had talked Nevin into fooling with her in a place where one of her ex's fancied, as a revenge plot. i calmed down after getting a little heated and dealing with Diesia's repeated apologies

things again were ok for a while, but then i got wind that Nevin had brought Dracon back, and upon talking to Diesia, who i learned quickly was usually on the inside with information like this, found out that even she didn't know about it, so i logically talked to Nevin herself about it, learning in fact that she did bring Dracon back.

We got into a heated argument then, with me wondering why she brought Dracon back, and her fighting back, asking me why i cared, why did it bother me, and why did i hate Dracon. i then proceded to tell her things i later heard from Diesia that day. which was that people had been pressuring her to bring back Dracon because they felt she acted harshly before, Diesia mentioned in particular Yenwen's family, which she noted was the likely source of the pressure, and said Nevin needed to get away from them.

Acting protective of her, as i tended to do, sometime for my own benefit of not wanting to lose her. i talked to her mother jenney Yifu, and got her to listen to me, she agreed, but said there was nothing she could do, she couldn't make Nevin do anything.

Word got to Nevin that i talked to jenney, and she was mad at me, asking me why i was going behind her back trying to turn people against her, which if you've been reading this, you can tell was not my intention.

that night i went to bed, and when i woke up, i found that i had been unmated and unpartnered, kicked from Diesia's land and from that sim, and muted by her and Diesia.

needless to say,,. i practically died, i loved her, and she kicked my out like i meant nothing to her at all. even the expensive Valentine's day gifts i spent my own lindens on to get for her, meant nothing to her.

i later was talking to my son Ryan, and he said he wasn't going to be my son anymore, because he felt left out of the family, so i lost my son too, and a little later, my house at HHFH, due to them no longer being able to support a rent free sim.

so i was dead for the most part, and wanting to die, and i did something rash which nearly caused my death. i cut myself, deep, but apparently i fail at suicide too, because i missed my important veins, and ended up calling 911 because i was bleeding out of a huge gash in my arm.

but before i did that, i wrote a poem, which i had a friend send to Nevin, which she promptly muted and ignored the poem i wager.

i'm better now, and not so depressed, the scar from my failed attempt to die is gone. and those of you who have read this, now know the real truth behind me and Nevin, and i ask you on thing now.

who is the evil one?