I don't know anymore...everyone I care for, or ever cared for I end up driving away. I'm alone. I have no one. I don't know if I can keep myself going anymore. I can't tell if I need help, or I need to be left alone. I'm afraid to be alone out of fear of what I may do. This isn't the first time I've felt like this...and the last time I felt this way, bad things happened. Very bad. Just...I don't know anymore.