ok.... im going to be real with everyone right now. i may end up doing something that is super cringe worthy to me and if you know me, you know i dislike doing this A LOT. so most dont know iv been dealing with a lot of tooth pain over last 3-4 months. iv been having to take lots of pain meds to try to keep me from being in tears or pulling them out myself. for the longest time my dentist was saying for like a month and a half or so i couldnt get root canals, insurance wouldnt pay for it. then i got a paper in the mail like i wana say like 3 weeks before my 21st bday. saying root canals on the molars (which is the teeth that hurt are) are covered till im 21. to sum things up a referral was sent in i think for only one of the teeth and got accepted. i was soo happy and they didnt mention a due date for it. they sent the papers to a dentist to do the root canal. iv waited 2 months for them to set it up and we called the insurance people about finding a diff dentist. they are like oh sorry you only had 3 days to get it done (sense it got accepted 3 days before i was 21) and they wont cover it. its like 750 per tooth or so i dont remem exact price but something around that or 700, it was 700 and something is all i remem, and i dont get at least one done and its not my fault the dude didnt schedule it and we called the people who were to do it a week after they got the paper work and the assistant pretty much was like "oh its still on his desk he hasnt looked at it yet" like i know ppl get busy but not even looked at? so now im freaking out cuz im still in a lot of pain, im having to take 2 pain meds and the dentist office isnt wanting to proscribe the 2nd one anymore which is the one the super helps when its like really bad and i wana cry. so. the thing i dont like doing, is asking for help or to try and like put something out there so to be able to help financially with something. to me its like begging and i really hate doing that. i feel people should help others who need it more. but im lost on what to do now. im trying to figure out some way to do maybe more art to raise money but im so so very slow with art and its a shit ton of money. i just, idk, can i get some adivse from you guys. im just really upset and lost right now what to do..... also sorry for no caps and spelling issues. im just not for trying to fix it.... but ya i may try to figure some art stuff out to save money for it though like i said im slow with art and i hate asking for help.... sorry if this seems stupid or w.e... id understand if u see it that way.

if anyone wants to help or donate id really really appreciate it, i really hate saying it but my paypal is ilovemyfoxxy[at]gmail.com and all commissions besides full body shade and flat color are open and on sale atm...