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9 years ago
SO, like I mentioned in my latest submission, here's the journal with all the ranting and etc;
well, I haven't been very active over here not because I'm not drawing, but mostly because I've been trying to improve other things in my drawings-- that said, I have been drawing a lot of fire emblem characters. I really missed drawing some humans/non-anthro stuff, and my comic project came to a halt because I just don't know anymore what is it that I want to achieve with said comic /laughs
I feel like my characters are very weak and full of terrible flaws, so I'll be working on that eventually and I'll go back to posting lots and lots of Alma and Umbra being dorks
In the past few weeks though I've been a little bit extra "busy" and exhausted because of college + a friend of mine lost her mom. She doesn't have anyone else besides her sister-- I mean, she does have her father still, but he's always been very distant and unreliable. So I've been spending time with her whenever I could.
As for my own life, it's a big big mess as usual. Lately I've been even more concious about my body than usual, and ever since my mother stopped going to a church where she could point out other people's flaws and rant about it, she started to take her frustration and stuff out on me again. I'm once again being constantly told how "huge" and "fat" and "disgusting" I am, and how I'll die alone and that I'm useless and all that shit. So really drawing went back to being a distraction, an escape, so I'm sorry to anyone who actually sent me a note and asked for a commission. I really don't think I can work on those right now, I'm very, very sorry.
I might make some adoptables anytime again though-- those are always relaxing to do, and I shouldn't stop working completely. I really gotta save up so I can move out eventually, no matter how much that scares me, I really gotta do it.
Uhmm I didn't mean actually to "rant" so much, so I'm really sorry,,, I just wanted to let you guys know what's been going on with me (in case anyone was interested). I know life's hard for everyone, and I just gotta push through it. It'll be fine in the end. Or maybe it won't, but I'll just try to keep firmly believing it'll all be fine so I don't have a breakdown again hahaahahhhhh;;;;
anyways, I can't end a journal without thanking my beloved watchers, SO!
thank you everyone for the support! and thanks for the very cute shouts wishing me well, that really means a lot to me ♥ you guys are awesome, and I hope you're all doing well!
well, I haven't been very active over here not because I'm not drawing, but mostly because I've been trying to improve other things in my drawings-- that said, I have been drawing a lot of fire emblem characters. I really missed drawing some humans/non-anthro stuff, and my comic project came to a halt because I just don't know anymore what is it that I want to achieve with said comic /laughs
I feel like my characters are very weak and full of terrible flaws, so I'll be working on that eventually and I'll go back to posting lots and lots of Alma and Umbra being dorks
In the past few weeks though I've been a little bit extra "busy" and exhausted because of college + a friend of mine lost her mom. She doesn't have anyone else besides her sister-- I mean, she does have her father still, but he's always been very distant and unreliable. So I've been spending time with her whenever I could.
As for my own life, it's a big big mess as usual. Lately I've been even more concious about my body than usual, and ever since my mother stopped going to a church where she could point out other people's flaws and rant about it, she started to take her frustration and stuff out on me again. I'm once again being constantly told how "huge" and "fat" and "disgusting" I am, and how I'll die alone and that I'm useless and all that shit. So really drawing went back to being a distraction, an escape, so I'm sorry to anyone who actually sent me a note and asked for a commission. I really don't think I can work on those right now, I'm very, very sorry.
I might make some adoptables anytime again though-- those are always relaxing to do, and I shouldn't stop working completely. I really gotta save up so I can move out eventually, no matter how much that scares me, I really gotta do it.
Uhmm I didn't mean actually to "rant" so much, so I'm really sorry,,, I just wanted to let you guys know what's been going on with me (in case anyone was interested). I know life's hard for everyone, and I just gotta push through it. It'll be fine in the end. Or maybe it won't, but I'll just try to keep firmly believing it'll all be fine so I don't have a breakdown again hahaahahhhhh;;;;
anyways, I can't end a journal without thanking my beloved watchers, SO!
thank you everyone for the support! and thanks for the very cute shouts wishing me well, that really means a lot to me ♥ you guys are awesome, and I hope you're all doing well!
