this shit is so frustrating. I loved my job, and it was secure. But I'm just not able to apply enough strength to drive a school bus anymore. My legs are too bad. I keep applying to entry level office jobs, even went to an interview with one place. I thought it went really good, and I felt so so hopeful, but it's been a week and I haven't heard anything. I was hoping I'd hear something back, and I know a week is such a short time, but I just...I really want this job. *sigh* I keep looking for other stuff to apply to, and I have to a couple of things, but no calls back for interviews yet.

I'm sure some of it is because I'm making such a huge career change from transportation to office work. But I've been dinking around with a lot of stuff that would be considered "office" work on my own for years, for fun. I'm going to go out and drive around to some of the busing companies here when we have the money to spare for gas, but until then (my car is a total gas hog :c ) I'm limited to online applications.

I'm not sure what to do anymore. I know I need to work, not only for financial reasons, but because I'm going crazy sitting at home. And it's making my health decline faster. I don't want to stagnate at home :c