I can relate.
I've dated girls, guys, and trans Male to Female.
Each have their own cons and pros.

I've only dated one person outside of the internet, and that was probably one of the worst relationships I've ever had.

aww sorry to hear that that :\

uuugh sounds terrible

Tell me about it. I hate dating. It fills me with dread now.

ehh im not that fair yet. But its definetly not the most postive feeling i get

Yeah. It's annoying because I really want a bf/gf

Relationships are horrible. That's why I just want friendships. beneficial friendships would be a plus too! :P he he

Here's the thing, relationships shouldn't be something to dread to hate. Let it come naturally. That's what I did. I just accepted I was going to be single and then that right person came to me. Her and I dated and 8 months later, we married and have been together for over 2 years.

As frustrating as it is. That's what I've learned. I met the worst people when I was actively looking. Once I let go and stopped caring so much, I felt better and found a couple people to date and it was better even if it didn't work out.

except that i rarely go out very often and when i do i do what im supposed to do and go back home :\

Actively looking is really all ive got

It can be draining if you don't find the right person.
Especially if you get dragged into something bad for a long time, it leaves you utterly dead inside for a good while.

yea i'd imagine so :\

I've been single for like 6 years I'm
Not holding out any hope

I know the feeling man

I think the issue is the common misconception that you need a partner to be happy or that finding one will make you a happier person. That and that platonic friendships can't be every bit as fulfilling as non-platonic relationships. I have a best friend who means the world to me. He has two partners. I'm fine not being in a 'relationship' with him because we share something just as deep. We just don't have sex.

Yeah sex is fun but there are other ways to be deeply intimate with people that don't involve attaching some kind of 'relationship' affix to it.

Eh... I've dated different girls in the last years. In the end I come to the point of being a bit sick of the standard "dating", and I sort-of give up searching for the kind of relationships that I define a bit... still affected by teenagers' style.

Give up on actively searching (while still engaging in sexual ones), until I will find a partner who take in account also some realistic life's activities (like a job, caring together for a home, potential family etc.)

This is precisely how I feel.. every relationship I've had people have either lied, cheated on me, used me or stole from me .. and it has come to the point where I've honestly given up with relationships.. everyone seems to just want me for my money x.x

ah sorry man. Nobody should be treated like that in a relationship over something as stupid as money :\