I'm sorry you've been getting those thoughts. It's never easy living with any form of depression.

What's important to know is you'd be missed. You've got family, and friends and other people who value you and you impact.

Don't feel ashamed for feeling this way, it honestly happens! The feeling of not feeling like you're worth it or needing A reminder that people still do give a shit.

You do matter. You go through everyday interacting with people, interacting with friends and those interactions mean something. They have value to people. Literally you can smile to someone, and say "have a nice day" and because you were nice and took the two seconds to say that, they'll leave and feel happy. Someone was nice to them and someone is wishing them a good day. Something as little as that makes a difference to their day, to their life.

You still have a whole path to walk. Life is a long journey and filled with all sorts of those interactions and even more meaningful ones. If something changed and you weren't there to have that effect on your friends or family, or even a complete stranger...shit just might be different. Every little thing you do makes a difference and has value to another person.

Every hug, every talk, every smile, changes someone. If you were not there to give that to someone, they wouldn't receive that value in their life, and they'd miss you like crazy!

You're not alone dude, always got your back! I'm just rambling but like, know that you got people backing you up. You matter, always. You have effect on people. You are a valuable person to the community and I hope just seeing this would but a smile on your face.

You've made me very happy since knowing you, and you getting to know me. I don't think I would trade that for the world, as the memories of you are very precious to me. Please stay strong, i know you are a great person.

You are not worthless and absolutely people would miss you. Your bring happiness to those that know you, including me. You are a wonderful person. You have friends who care about you. Also, you're job does not define who you are. Plenty of people have to do work at one point or another that they don't always like to get by but it doesn't mean you need to stay there the rest of your life; you can always choose something different. Sometimes things seem hopeless in my life to but I don't give up and neither should you. Life isn't always easy but that's not a reflection on you. Please don't think such terrible things about yourself; they're *not* true. If you don't trust yourself, then trust others who know and care about you. Honestly, you're such a sweet and caring person and you're *not* stupid. You should have more faith in yourself. Life isn't always easy but please never feel you're alone when you're not. You *know* I'm always happy to listen to you if you need someone to talk with and try and help if I can and I'm sure others are to. Please msg me or talk to me if you need to. *hugs tight*

Hey hun, (this is lauren p from FB btw, we know each other)
You aren't worthless and I would care. Please dont do that. If you ever need someone to talk to or to drag along somewhere please message me, ok?

*holds you tight*
i cant help or say you will be ok... but i would miss you!
even if we may not hang or talk all that much you are still a wonderful part of my growing up!

all i could tell you is.. you see yourself different then we see you!

for me, you where a really big help and i learnt that you are so extremely caring and generous of heart...
so much to see me smile when i was sad~ and i know you would do it all over again, not just for me but for others too!
i look up to that!

it would be very sad to hear that you are no longer with us... it would affect me! and a lot of others i'm sure!

*noses*

As Tsine said, it's true. Even though we barely see each other, we often think about you and how you're doing. I can't say much here that might possibly make you feel any better than you probably have been, but just know that there are definitely plenty of people who care about you. <3

You were also one of the first people I met when I started going out and making friends for the first time! I got an awesome experience or two going to visit you the few times I did, and I thank you for that!

Please feel better, and look after yourself a little bit. You deserve it. -hugs-