I often wonder the kind of impact I leave on other people.

I've always wondered, since I was a kid. Because people always talk shit behind everybody else, yet I feel like I never have anything admirable that'd be worth talking about. I have no idea, and honestly I feel like I would just rather not know, because either way, I think the answer would be more disappointing than the mystery.

Ha, I probably sound so paranoid for this. My brain is full of all kinds of fuck.