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Life Update (Living with mental illness)
9 years ago
Sleepy artist is sleepy... Buy me a hot chocolate to keep me going?
After every 10 hot chocolates bought for me I will hold a free art raffle as a thank you for helping me continue on! I sincerely apologise for the long absence!
A lot has been going on in my life and I will get to that in a moment but here is the short update for those who dont really want to read.
If anyone else is struggling or wants to just chat with me. I have a telegram.
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A lot has been going on in my life and I will get to that in a moment but here is the short update for those who dont really want to read.
Short Update :
Life has been hell, lots of work and stress and last minute moving plans and I have attempted suicide at least twice within this month alone. I'm not fully stable. But on the bright side those who are waiting for their commission they are done and will be uploaded hopefully by Wednesday. I will be sending private links to the images first to you so you can look it over and I can make changes if you deem them necessary. Sorry again for the delay.
Long Update :
Life has been hell. Basically I've been struggling with mental illnesses for a long time now. I did some tests with my doctor and I have sever depression and moderately sever anxiety. I'm going to be seeing someone new soon to also get my official diagnosis of BPD. For those of you who dont know BPD stands for Borderline Personality Disorder. My brain most days is chaos and it is a surprise that I am able to function most days. I find it hard to leave my house. Yet I do because if I don't I die because I need to pay bills. I have attempted suicide probably twice in June alone. My boyfriend has been trying his best to help me through this. So my weeks are kinda hell because I work Monday to Friday 11am-7pm most days. I don't get up till 9ish, I get home I'm to mentally drained to do anything but lay like a veggie. Top that off with super last minute emergency moving plans which leaves me with packing on the weekends as well as hospital visits. I'm also trying to save up enough money so I can actually afford to take a week off of work to go spend it at a mental ward and hopefully get the help I've been desperately needing.
I'm super sorry guys for the delays. I don't mean to be this bad.
I also want you guys to know that if something ever was to happen, if my mental illnesses win and I do go like most days I very much want to, I want you to know that my boyfriend has been instructed (though not happy at the thought of me leaving) that if I go to go on my accounts and upload the things I havent if they are finished. Ive been trying to label and organise things as best I can so he doesnt have trouble getting the art to the owner. And if not finished art, the money will be returned.
So yeah. Super sorry with everything. I'm trying to get better please have faith in me.
Like I said I will be uploading and sending the links out on Wednesday. If anyone else is struggling or wants to just chat with me. I have a telegram.
Telegram TinyArtz
