That Way Again, Sorry.
9 years ago
General
Folks may have noted that I've been kinda quiet here lately and been erratic about streaming. Unfortunately it's time once again for the old wolf to go through one of his "low" periods, where I'm just not feeling well, over-all. This usually doesn't happen to me in the summer, so it's kind of odd, but it has all the hallmarks of my seasonal disorder, which usually kicks in in winter.
I *have* been drawing. Just not *finishing* much at all, which sucks because the sketches are really good, I just lose energy and interest before I can finish them, and move on to other more "inspiring" ideas, where I repeat the cycle.
Hopefully it'll go away as it usually does, because the current situation and mood aren't conducive at all to being productive in any way, which just reinforces it because I don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything.
I'm not sure if it helps or sucks knowing that it's just brain chemistry and that while it's not your "fault" it's also not something you can really "fix".
I *have* been drawing. Just not *finishing* much at all, which sucks because the sketches are really good, I just lose energy and interest before I can finish them, and move on to other more "inspiring" ideas, where I repeat the cycle.
Hopefully it'll go away as it usually does, because the current situation and mood aren't conducive at all to being productive in any way, which just reinforces it because I don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything.
I'm not sure if it helps or sucks knowing that it's just brain chemistry and that while it's not your "fault" it's also not something you can really "fix".
FA+

I'm actually putting my foot down this week and going to try to get done things that have been sitting for years.
Hee. But really, I'm sorry you're so bleh. <3