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9 years ago
yeah, when you feel like you're not really worth having around as a real friend so instead you're just used as a vent sponge or something on the side, shit that collects dust until the sparing times it's convenient to use.
paranoia is killing me. what can you do when you feel so vulnerable and afraid of being broken? when it seems like you're just a side note and a tool for most people. i don't trust anything, i don't know how, i don't trust anyone.
paranoia is killing me. what can you do when you feel so vulnerable and afraid of being broken? when it seems like you're just a side note and a tool for most people. i don't trust anything, i don't know how, i don't trust anyone.
sevas-tra
~sevas-tra
I don't really know what advice to give. what are you worried about as far as the whole trust thing? what are you trusting someone to do and how are they breaking that trust? i try to only expect from people whatever is characteristic of that specific person. sorry, i'm not sure if i know the right thing to say. i've been pretty independent over the last few years so other people don't affect me too much for the most part.
huskpuppy
~huskpuppy
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it's anyone sadly, I have anxiety disorders. the funny thing is I am independent as well but am still haunted with constant trust worries. Paranoia in it's finest I'm sure as a huge result from the clusterfuck of mental disorders I have. But don't worry, you're fine, what you've said is fine. It's something I'll have to work out on my own, just good to vent somewhere.
