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9 years ago
Lately, for a very long ass time, I've felt bad on here.
Bad about myself, because I've received... some ugly notes over the recent years.
Some people called me whore, "sold to popularity" because of my change of fursona, turning herm from a female character.
First of all, no: I've not changed from female to herm, in the first place. Maybe I do have to explain it better and I will with the proper pictures, this is not the right moment to explain these details.
I've been thinking about quitting, and as you can see I am not posting anymore, or anyway very little stuff, yet I'm still getting some art here and there, mainly thanks to some people who are way more than just incredibly sweet. I'm talking about
thetunnahaddict, 
astridarkhiss and recently a new friend 
drakkece that is showing me great care.
I've been thinking about quitting the fandom and stay on my own because I felt those horrible comments too much personal. I've put a lot of effort in Seras, I've put MYSELF into her. There's me in those girls, in both Miss Seras and Lady Seras. Parts of me being pictured. I've always followed the philosophy that a "persona", be it a fursona, or a videogame character you have to create should always reflect yourself in some way, represent yourself, otherwise what sense would it have to make such a character? "Ah its all so strong and beautiful, blonde with green eyes and the smile can turn you blind!"
That's not how it works for me. Sure, Seras is sexy, the purpose of a fursona is to be attractive I think, its obvious that no one would make something ugly if not on specific purposes. But the Serases, like myself, have weaknesses, they feel sadness, pain, fear, just like me. They are not perfect, and reflects certain aspects of my nature.
sigh, like always I digress too much, having so many thoughts can be disorienting.
Cutting it short before I begin a poem, thanks to some friends I've decided to... "not feed the trolls". I'll let them believe what they want, let them say what they desire, I know who I am, and my friends knows who I am. I won't be leaving just because someone have some bad stuff to say about me.
Bad about myself, because I've received... some ugly notes over the recent years.
Some people called me whore, "sold to popularity" because of my change of fursona, turning herm from a female character.
First of all, no: I've not changed from female to herm, in the first place. Maybe I do have to explain it better and I will with the proper pictures, this is not the right moment to explain these details.
I've been thinking about quitting, and as you can see I am not posting anymore, or anyway very little stuff, yet I'm still getting some art here and there, mainly thanks to some people who are way more than just incredibly sweet. I'm talking about
thetunnahaddict, 
astridarkhiss and recently a new friend 
drakkece that is showing me great care.I've been thinking about quitting the fandom and stay on my own because I felt those horrible comments too much personal. I've put a lot of effort in Seras, I've put MYSELF into her. There's me in those girls, in both Miss Seras and Lady Seras. Parts of me being pictured. I've always followed the philosophy that a "persona", be it a fursona, or a videogame character you have to create should always reflect yourself in some way, represent yourself, otherwise what sense would it have to make such a character? "Ah its all so strong and beautiful, blonde with green eyes and the smile can turn you blind!"
That's not how it works for me. Sure, Seras is sexy, the purpose of a fursona is to be attractive I think, its obvious that no one would make something ugly if not on specific purposes. But the Serases, like myself, have weaknesses, they feel sadness, pain, fear, just like me. They are not perfect, and reflects certain aspects of my nature.
sigh, like always I digress too much, having so many thoughts can be disorienting.
Cutting it short before I begin a poem, thanks to some friends I've decided to... "not feed the trolls". I'll let them believe what they want, let them say what they desire, I know who I am, and my friends knows who I am. I won't be leaving just because someone have some bad stuff to say about me.
The power is all in your hands Seras.
Mi manchi.
I'm glad you are not leaving dear and I will continue here loving every pic of you. :3 I will never get why other furs judge others of being "popufurs". Envy is big among them, and that will never change. But screw them! You are too much better than them to take those bad notes seriously! lots of hugs Hun and I will always support you *snuuuuggles*