I just want to start this whole thing out by being really honest with everyone here who's started watching me or has been watching me for a long time or to those who are actually still around watching me. I'm really grateful that you found something in what I do that you like or enjoy enough that you would like to see more from me, even if I don't ever respond to those who watch me with a "Thank you" I really appreciate all of you who are watching me, even with my uploads being so sporadic and I've had such a long period of silence since my last upload.

I'm feeling sick to my stomach just thinking about all of this, everything I'm wanting to say, hoping that any of this might help me or that any of this would help me feel better in any way but I don't think it will.

I'm going to be honest with everyone here. I'm in a real bad situation, I'm really frightened for what it all means for my dad, my brothers, and myself. It really all started 4 years ago in mid 2012 when my mom passed away from cancer and I had to drop going to college so my family could afford the medical bills for her treatments and her passing and since then we've been slowly struggling with making enough money to keep the 4 of us going and for 2 years we kept things relatively steady back where I used to live in California but the cost of living there was getting too great and there wasn't enough money to keep us going there so we had to move elsewhere. We had moved from California into Texas nearly 2 years ago and for a while things were tough since my dad couldn't find a decent job that payed nearly as well as his last to keep things steady for us but eventually he did find one and for a while things were looking good for us, but now as of late things have taken a fairly hard turn for the worse. For so long, my dad has been the only source of our income, my older brother couldn't find a job and my younger brother can't yet drive to find one either and I've been sitting here doing nothing to help but draw and draw and hope to god something works out.

Our family barely has any money left in our checking and savings and my dad isn't getting paid enough to get things back in order when the pay check comes in and it's gotten to the point where none of us can afford to make ANY unnecessary purchases and it's drawing nearer and nearer to the point where we can't afford to make any purchases on anything.



TLDR: I'm almost quite literally out of money and out of options

I really hope that you guys can help me out with commissions and I'm leaving a link to a my Paypal.me so that you could tip me if you would like to, but please, please, please, Please, PLEASE. I am begging all of you out there, if you can spare anything for tips or if you would like to commission me please notify me, I'm really afraid of what will happen to my dad, my brothers, and myself.