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Im just getting back and I need to rant? ??
9 years ago
Hello my darlingsSo I know I just finally got my account back on here, and I havent really said anything or done anything since, and now I need to rant. And I just need a place to rant, to talk and say things and this is pretty much the only place I have to do that.
So basically, my life is going downhill fast, and things just keep getting worse and worse and im at the point ware (I got over suicidal stuff many years ago but its slowly creeping back) I wouldnt mind if the world just imploded on itself right now. Itd be nice to just leave everything behind.
Lets start with my job, myyyy jooooob, I hate it, I hate them. I hate the completely dispicable piece of garbage company I work(ed) for! Ney York Fries higher ups ARE THE MOST DISGUSTING PEOPLE I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF BEING AROUND. Ive worked there for a year and a half, ive wanted to leave but felt bad leaving the company in the state our store was in, short on staff as it was. So I stayed, and planned on staying at least a while longer. Since im starting school in september, I was going to quit about that time. Last month I had to pay a $500 deposite to my school, which was the entirety of a pay check, with the other pay check that month entirely going to rent, that was a pretty hard month of $0 for anything including food. It was also coincidental that my manager, after telling him several times I need a certain number of hours minimum, forgets and gives some kid all of my shifts for a week because he wanted to hang out with his friends after work. So thats half a pay gone after having $0 for a month. Already off to a good start. Im so poor.
Then what happens? Well ill tell ya.
I work in a mall whos stores are closing down and changing and remodeling for the past few months, and because the mall has so few stores at the moment there are not many people in the mall, so business hasnt been the best. But you know whos fault the higher ups think that is? Ours, the workers, its our fault. So a bunch of managers from different nyf stores get together and have a 6 hour meeting in the food court, and decide some very disturbing things, and make some very unethical decisions for us. Without TALKING to any of us, without expressing any concerns to us or doing ANYTHING that you would think would be the first step?? Their collective decision is to ignore the fact that we are all people and have a job for a reason, ie, rent, food, ect. And decide, lets not tell any of them, but lets hire 17 new people for this store and give all the current employees the absolute minimum of shifts we can possibly get away with, 4 people should be scheduled each day but lets shedule 8 instead (although the store cant hold that many people) and 2 managers from other stores are scheduled in our store every day. Already im cut from 30 hours a week to 6 hours a week. They also made the next 4 schedules in that sitting and dont allow changes. They scheduled a guy to work at the time hes in summer school, they scheduled others to work on days they have written down they arent available, because they didnt ask and dont care. And me being the one who needs the shifts the most, took these peoples shifts because THEY COULDNT COME IN?! So I walk into work on monday and this lady in my store, one of the managers is imediately nothing but rude, sarcastic and treating me like garbage, badgering me on everything. I was there for maybe 3 minutes, i was already dreading going in that day and this was why. She starts yelling at my and giving me the most atitude ive ever seen and WRITES ME UP for taking someones shift, for altering the schedule, im sorry DID U WANT NOBODY TO SHOW UP BECAUSE U SCHEDULES SOMEONE WHO COULDNT POSSIBLY BE HERE? Aparently so, because at that moment I learned that the bare minimum shifts they gave us were because they had to and they are more than happy if we dont show up. Then immediately after she tells me im suspended. Fine. I just want to get out of there before I break down because im so furious, how can somebodies thought process be so so warped and gross. What happened to these people that made them be like this. They fired another guy on the spot when he walked in. They are most likely suspending or firing all of us, they just want us out of the store, with no warning or notice. Who cares how we have to live, they dont.
So now somebody took a bunch of money from the cash, and their doing an investigation into it to try and figure out who did it. On top of ruining our lives with what theyve already done, now their accusing all of us, saying money was stolen under our names. And I know that no matter what, what they want most is to somehow find a way to pin it on each of us, just for the fun of it, just to screw us all over as much as possible. but WHY. Im just so furious.
So I have no clue how im going to pay rent, I dont have a job, im trying to get a job and their going to call me wensday but u want to heard something funny? I BROKE MY PHONE TODAY LOL I DROPPED IT AND THE SCREEN SHATTERED SO NOW I CANT GET THAT CALL AND I HAVE NO MONEY TO FIX IT. Along with that my cat spilled juice all over the table today, soaking some important papers including my certificate from the cake decorating course I took, lol not like i needed that i guess. lol. kill me.
I also am almost finally over this terrible cold ive had for the past week. Ive been so sick and feeling like death, freezing and nauseous becuase thats always a fun thing to add onto the mix???
So in short, I have no job, I have no phone, my life is a mess and I kind of want to just die.
Nothing is going right
I just want to sit here and cry because what else could i possible do with myself.
So basically, my life is going downhill fast, and things just keep getting worse and worse and im at the point ware (I got over suicidal stuff many years ago but its slowly creeping back) I wouldnt mind if the world just imploded on itself right now. Itd be nice to just leave everything behind.
Lets start with my job, myyyy jooooob, I hate it, I hate them. I hate the completely dispicable piece of garbage company I work(ed) for! Ney York Fries higher ups ARE THE MOST DISGUSTING PEOPLE I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF BEING AROUND. Ive worked there for a year and a half, ive wanted to leave but felt bad leaving the company in the state our store was in, short on staff as it was. So I stayed, and planned on staying at least a while longer. Since im starting school in september, I was going to quit about that time. Last month I had to pay a $500 deposite to my school, which was the entirety of a pay check, with the other pay check that month entirely going to rent, that was a pretty hard month of $0 for anything including food. It was also coincidental that my manager, after telling him several times I need a certain number of hours minimum, forgets and gives some kid all of my shifts for a week because he wanted to hang out with his friends after work. So thats half a pay gone after having $0 for a month. Already off to a good start. Im so poor.
Then what happens? Well ill tell ya.
I work in a mall whos stores are closing down and changing and remodeling for the past few months, and because the mall has so few stores at the moment there are not many people in the mall, so business hasnt been the best. But you know whos fault the higher ups think that is? Ours, the workers, its our fault. So a bunch of managers from different nyf stores get together and have a 6 hour meeting in the food court, and decide some very disturbing things, and make some very unethical decisions for us. Without TALKING to any of us, without expressing any concerns to us or doing ANYTHING that you would think would be the first step?? Their collective decision is to ignore the fact that we are all people and have a job for a reason, ie, rent, food, ect. And decide, lets not tell any of them, but lets hire 17 new people for this store and give all the current employees the absolute minimum of shifts we can possibly get away with, 4 people should be scheduled each day but lets shedule 8 instead (although the store cant hold that many people) and 2 managers from other stores are scheduled in our store every day. Already im cut from 30 hours a week to 6 hours a week. They also made the next 4 schedules in that sitting and dont allow changes. They scheduled a guy to work at the time hes in summer school, they scheduled others to work on days they have written down they arent available, because they didnt ask and dont care. And me being the one who needs the shifts the most, took these peoples shifts because THEY COULDNT COME IN?! So I walk into work on monday and this lady in my store, one of the managers is imediately nothing but rude, sarcastic and treating me like garbage, badgering me on everything. I was there for maybe 3 minutes, i was already dreading going in that day and this was why. She starts yelling at my and giving me the most atitude ive ever seen and WRITES ME UP for taking someones shift, for altering the schedule, im sorry DID U WANT NOBODY TO SHOW UP BECAUSE U SCHEDULES SOMEONE WHO COULDNT POSSIBLY BE HERE? Aparently so, because at that moment I learned that the bare minimum shifts they gave us were because they had to and they are more than happy if we dont show up. Then immediately after she tells me im suspended. Fine. I just want to get out of there before I break down because im so furious, how can somebodies thought process be so so warped and gross. What happened to these people that made them be like this. They fired another guy on the spot when he walked in. They are most likely suspending or firing all of us, they just want us out of the store, with no warning or notice. Who cares how we have to live, they dont.
So now somebody took a bunch of money from the cash, and their doing an investigation into it to try and figure out who did it. On top of ruining our lives with what theyve already done, now their accusing all of us, saying money was stolen under our names. And I know that no matter what, what they want most is to somehow find a way to pin it on each of us, just for the fun of it, just to screw us all over as much as possible. but WHY. Im just so furious.
So I have no clue how im going to pay rent, I dont have a job, im trying to get a job and their going to call me wensday but u want to heard something funny? I BROKE MY PHONE TODAY LOL I DROPPED IT AND THE SCREEN SHATTERED SO NOW I CANT GET THAT CALL AND I HAVE NO MONEY TO FIX IT. Along with that my cat spilled juice all over the table today, soaking some important papers including my certificate from the cake decorating course I took, lol not like i needed that i guess. lol. kill me.
I also am almost finally over this terrible cold ive had for the past week. Ive been so sick and feeling like death, freezing and nauseous becuase thats always a fun thing to add onto the mix???
So in short, I have no job, I have no phone, my life is a mess and I kind of want to just die.
Nothing is going right
I just want to sit here and cry because what else could i possible do with myself.
