refreshed my laptop so i can catch up on a backlog of like, 2 or so years' worth of updates, so it removed all my stuff, including firealpaca AND even my tablet driver. everything's slow right now while i try to power through all these updates, been in update hell for the past couple days, actually. spent 12 hours today waiting for windows to undo update changes that failed and read until my eyes dried out and fell out of my skull!

what a shame, too, i had some art and ideas i really needed to hammer out! oh boy. sorry!