I think I've already written something like this before but I'll say it again. I think I've lost a few fans along this journey of being a writer. However, can you blame me? I was extremely busy with life and I didn't have much time to write as I used to. Despite of this though, I haven't given up since I've come this far. I write stories because it keeps away from my depression. The reason people stopped reading is because I have been out for a long time and they feel like I'm dead on tracks. Although, because of this, I feel like FA might have given me more love than DA (despite that I have less followers there). It just feels like FA is a better home because I had a lot of support in here. Although, I do wish the community is a little better as well, because of the hack, it seems like the artists are losing hope here. Which is extremely sad as lots of them hadn't recovered their accounts yet.

They've not only didn't lose their accounts, but they also lost some of their hard work they have done (including some of my stories). That may be true, but that doesn't mean that I haven't given up. Over the past month, I have lost the will to write any of my projects because I've lost my motivation, busy with my life, and I couldn't get myself into it. I'm really sorry that it has been a long time since I was gone as this would not happen again. More stories will come, more art will come, and I hope all of my work has brought a lot of smiles and laughters as well as some tears.

Yes, I've suffered from writer's block and numerous times, I wanted to quit and just leave with no traces like I disappeared in the shadows. It's like leaving people in the dark and I wanted to be happy, just as my fans wanted to be happy. I've been beaten down over and over again, but I managed to get back up again. In fact, I've never discovered the community in my high school days so that was extremely hard for me. I only written my own stories and never shared them to anyone.

And a small white kitten made a huge impact of my life. I'm happy that he came along as well as his family. I wanted to continue my stories, even if that meant I won't have anything anymore. That is my plans. At this point, it seems like my DA will grow stale and FA will have more posts than ever before. I've learned this as I've been writing a lot.

I'm sorry for leaving you guys in the dark for a very long time and if you wanted to be a writer or an artist, all you can do is do it and keep going. Be happy in where you start and be happy in who you are. If you are not happy, then I have one question: What is it that you want in your life? And I mean is that you never were a furry, you never liked the community, and you never liked the art. You were just here because just because. Doesn't matter what people think about you. You're here because you are happy. That's what I want to believe anyway.

Point is, I'm once again sorry for the long delay of Vanilla's Game 2. I hope I haven't spewed drama when I wrote this down. I've made a choice in college and I took it. A new story will come up with between me and Vanilla and I'm sure you'll be extremely happy when it's out.

Thank you for the years of the support. Love you all very much.

- DragonX1010