I want to be more active on here. I really do. But now I can't. My family, well, is not as financially stable as I thought. I guess I'm oblivious to things like this. I wish I could help my parents but I can't. I can't help to pay anything. I'm only 13. My family barely has any money and is in a LOT of debt. At my house, we lost the internet, cable, and were about to lose the car too. They can't pay for it. I don't know, it's dragged me down a bit then my usually happy self worrying what will happen to us. My mom is the only one working right now, so the money only comes from her. I guess I just try to be upbeat and positive. I'm at my friends house right now, only way I was able to type this.

Life is hard you know? Even if you can't fully grasp what things they've been trying to not tell you about.