Sorry for not letting my friends know how i have been sooner.It has been very crazy for me but not always in a bad way. First things first though.

I was in the hospital after being sick for a month and running a 104 temp often, so i went to my primary doctor who had me to to the hospital to get admitted promptly. They kept taking blood to run test on me and couldnt figure out what is wrong. While there i ran into blatant hostility cause of being a transgender individual. More on that later, all the test came back ok except that my potassium kept getting to low and they don't know why that was going on.

Being sick for that long i lost almost 60lbs. and that is not the good way but i have been able to get up and maintain 10lbs heaver. i want and need to loose the weight but need todo it in a healthy way but it was enough that when i saw my transgender clinic doc he finally raised my estrogen to where i hope it gets my body over the hump. I have noticed the emotional changes more now than before so i know something is going on but it is hard to be patient when everyone that knows you comments on how different i look and i cant see the changes but overall i am alot happier now. Oh and the hostility i faced, it got reported and the hospital system is implementing changes and making the staff go to classes on sensitivity now .

One last thing before i go, I am in Denver for RMFC and i hope to meet a lot of my friends there and have a great time. Thanks for reading and please be nice to yourself and others.