yeah, so I found out yesterday that I'm in love with someone (undisclosed, can't tell you who ;D )
and it hurts, because he taken... I'm beating myself up about it because I tried really hard to hide it.... we've known each other for a long time and he doesn't mind, but he knows that I would never want to hurt his girlfriend, or him. so we know we are safe. I'm going to try and not let it get to my head, but it still hurts. *le~sigh*

So I've found that I've been drawing really good lately, and my friend Cyrus thinks it's because my ego is boosted from being on Fa xD I'm not sure if it is, but I've been getting really inspired to draw lately, so I'm happy that I'm not in a rut anymore. drawing really helps me forget the world and my stresses.

I also cried like eight times yesterday >.< I don't know why, but I've been sleeping really shittily the past couple of weeks because I was being plagued by nightmares of my ex.... and every time I go to sleep, when my eyes close he's there.... It totally sucks being plagued by them, since I really like to sleep... Just goes to show how much of a douche bag he really is...

I also found that people are hiding their ages on Fa... It's really retarded... why hide your age? I mean, hiding your real name is perfectly understandable, but NO ONE CARES that your twenty four, or thirty, or eighteen, or even fourteen. It's just stupid to hide your age, nobody cares man... NO ONE... being THAT paranoid o the internet just goes to show that you are extremely naive and stupid...
(sorry for the rant xD)

So I start summer school in a couple of days. On the tenth to be exact. I go at eight, and catch the bus at probably seven. woohoo for being up early -_-

Well, sorry for making you read my boring life xD
I know you probably get plagued with peoples boring journals so I don't mind if you don't read it xD but if you do thanks for reading,

~CoinToss Out.