I found just today that few days ago one of my friend, not a person here in FA, but in real life had passed away. This person had suffered bad heart condition from childhood and had to go through heart transplant. Still, it didn't help too much 'cause she still had a weak heart that was giving her lot of bad times. Giving heart attacks and hospitalization. And now it has finally given up.

We met back in 2008 at vocational school when I was 17 years old. To let you guys know; we have very different school system here in Finland, we don't have stuff like college like in US. Either way, we didn't talk in first days, but eventually over time we started to talk, became friends and doing fun stuff with her and with my other class mates. And I consider my times at that school one of the finest times in my life, meeting new people and learning new cool stuff. I wish I could go back to that. Despite her illness she was living her life as much as she could and I admire that. After we graduated we went our own ways. We did some meetings but not so much because we were busy in our own lives and stuff. Even thought we haven't talked too much since vocational school days we still felt the friendship and I feel loss. Goddammit I wish we could've seen each other a lot more, but that won't be happening no more. I'm gonna meet my other classmate friends next weekend and we're gonna talk about this.

Love you guys.