This time around it doesn't hurt so much since this didn't last as long as the last one and I had my suspicions, but anyway, I am now seeking to pick myself up and get back on the saddle. I'm writing this journal to seek your help. I want to start meeting more furs and get out more. Meet people in person and get to know them. Are there any listings of all the fur cons and furmeets where I can be able to plan and attend them with preparation? I keep finding out about them at the last minute and am unable to attend. I've only been to one minor furcon, which was nice, but rather limited. Please send your suggestions. I'd love to get more active and hope to find someone nice. I'm hoping to seek a new mate to share my life with.