I'm fucking tired of life. I admitted to myself finally that im Bisexual but that doesn't help a damn thing. i have to live in a fucking gay/bi hater society were if i come out i could possibly be murdered for all i know. i feel like im lying to the world, all my Real Life friends are fake except for three. they all know im bi so its easy to talk to them and then there are two more friends in Canada and they are my only real friends.... but i live in north carolina. I'm tired of them trying to comfort me because i tell them its working when it doesn't. the only thing that is keeping me alive is because one started crying when i told them i may end it, all i need is a knife from the kitchen and im done. She just started to cry and told me i have made a difference in her life but i don't feel that way. maybe i should just commit suicide... what does everyone else think?