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9 years ago
Boy, a lot of stress has been going on this week asides the move.
Last week, my dog ran out of his new owner's house and I've been worried and looking for him ever since.
[It's gonna be like this for awhile.... but I've been visiting pounds non-stop, scoping the neighborhood, putting up lost signs...But they keep getting taken down by people around the neighborhood]
I'm kind of trying not to worry but, that dog's my kid, raised him since he was 3 months old;;;
I was forced to give him away thanks to my parents. [I suffer from intense emotional abuse from my parents;; My mother especially.] And it took me a week to actually be somewhat okay with having the dog move onto the new owner, but my dog is very attached to me [And I am to him because I use him to take care of my stress and anxiety] and has severe separation anxiety. He literally jumped out the window and began to book it last Saturday..... [No, I don't have a therapist currently, my parents won't allow me to have one, much less try to get one myself.]
Needless to say, I'm pretty exhausted and tired, and I guess it hit a personal cord with me, since he's the only dog I've gotten in my entire life that wasn't taken away from me after taking care of it for a week. [I'm very attached to dogs;;]
But, it's been hectic, stressful, and I've been trying my best to distract myself.
Uhmn, so yeah. That's pretty much my update.
And onto the info before getting told 'hey you should move out'. I've been trying my best to, but every time I've attempted to branch out my parents pull me back in, so I've been stuck in this abusive loop for god knows how long. I dooonn'tt haveeee any friends that are willing to room with me. And, I am far from being able to afford rent, unless I'm able to get about 200-300 a month from commissions alone;;
Hoo... This came out more like a vent instead of a status update. I've been a blob of stress for the past month and most of the art that I have on me is not furry related [I typically post on twitter/tumblr anyway.]
I'm going to be trying to stream more, and try to post other fur related things in the future.
As for the raffles, I'm going to work on them whenever I stream.
Oh, and uhhh.. I did a massive purge/clean out of my watch list [since I was following 300 people and I reduced it to 100]
Last week, my dog ran out of his new owner's house and I've been worried and looking for him ever since.
[It's gonna be like this for awhile.... but I've been visiting pounds non-stop, scoping the neighborhood, putting up lost signs...But they keep getting taken down by people around the neighborhood]
I'm kind of trying not to worry but, that dog's my kid, raised him since he was 3 months old;;;
I was forced to give him away thanks to my parents. [I suffer from intense emotional abuse from my parents;; My mother especially.] And it took me a week to actually be somewhat okay with having the dog move onto the new owner, but my dog is very attached to me [And I am to him because I use him to take care of my stress and anxiety] and has severe separation anxiety. He literally jumped out the window and began to book it last Saturday..... [No, I don't have a therapist currently, my parents won't allow me to have one, much less try to get one myself.]
Needless to say, I'm pretty exhausted and tired, and I guess it hit a personal cord with me, since he's the only dog I've gotten in my entire life that wasn't taken away from me after taking care of it for a week. [I'm very attached to dogs;;]
But, it's been hectic, stressful, and I've been trying my best to distract myself.
Uhmn, so yeah. That's pretty much my update.
And onto the info before getting told 'hey you should move out'. I've been trying my best to, but every time I've attempted to branch out my parents pull me back in, so I've been stuck in this abusive loop for god knows how long. I dooonn'tt haveeee any friends that are willing to room with me. And, I am far from being able to afford rent, unless I'm able to get about 200-300 a month from commissions alone;;
Hoo... This came out more like a vent instead of a status update. I've been a blob of stress for the past month and most of the art that I have on me is not furry related [I typically post on twitter/tumblr anyway.]
I'm going to be trying to stream more, and try to post other fur related things in the future.
As for the raffles, I'm going to work on them whenever I stream.
Oh, and uhhh.. I did a massive purge/clean out of my watch list [since I was following 300 people and I reduced it to 100]
