Back from the 80th - EF 22
9 years ago
I am back from EF and back at FA.
It was realy nice to meet awesome people and drawing together crazy stuff like the mighty cocktopus. Lots of cute fursuits and cool stuff to buy.
It was awesome to meet some people after 10 years, or so, like Anbessa, Ekevu and Gekko and Twice (who forgot me ;__;).
But i am glad, that I am back at home now <3. I am sooo tired! So many people and so tiny spaces. I hate the elevator now.
So many new impressions...for example, someone showed me some murrsuit action on his cellphone, which left me very disgustet about fursuits :/. They told me, that 50% of fursuits are used for...those things. I am not how to behave in the future. Should I hug fursuits or avoid them?
However, I am back and in my head are a lot of ideas vor paintings that want to be paintet :3
I realy hope to get those things done because for several weeks, I am feeling kind of lost or stuck in my life and this demotivates me alot. I am unsure if there are things I am able to achieve, unsure about myself and there many littles things which irrtate me and make me sad. For example I broke my favorite pencilscase back in april this year inculding my favorit pencils, at EF I broke my secind favorit case including my new favorit pencils. I saved money to achieve those pencils, they are so expensive art supplies, and now they are broken. All this might be trivia but it makes me feel bad and unhappy.
see ya!
It was realy nice to meet awesome people and drawing together crazy stuff like the mighty cocktopus. Lots of cute fursuits and cool stuff to buy.
It was awesome to meet some people after 10 years, or so, like Anbessa, Ekevu and Gekko and Twice (who forgot me ;__;).
But i am glad, that I am back at home now <3. I am sooo tired! So many people and so tiny spaces. I hate the elevator now.
So many new impressions...for example, someone showed me some murrsuit action on his cellphone, which left me very disgustet about fursuits :/. They told me, that 50% of fursuits are used for...those things. I am not how to behave in the future. Should I hug fursuits or avoid them?
However, I am back and in my head are a lot of ideas vor paintings that want to be paintet :3
I realy hope to get those things done because for several weeks, I am feeling kind of lost or stuck in my life and this demotivates me alot. I am unsure if there are things I am able to achieve, unsure about myself and there many littles things which irrtate me and make me sad. For example I broke my favorite pencilscase back in april this year inculding my favorit pencils, at EF I broke my secind favorit case including my new favorit pencils. I saved money to achieve those pencils, they are so expensive art supplies, and now they are broken. All this might be trivia but it makes me feel bad and unhappy.
see ya!
FA+

schade daß dir all das zeug zerbröselt ist, so was sit echt demotivierend. *umarm udn knuddel*
And aww, sorry to hear about your pencils D:. Glad you got home safely tho!!