Right here....I have just been quiet to be honest. I get on and look at all the recent uploads and journals. whats been going on? I didn't want to tell people and I kind of don't but I know you guys care. or those of you who read this care.....I found out a few months ago I have cancer. Thyroid cancer at that. I had surgery in July it went well. they got it all and nothing was injured. Now I am just healing and waiting to hear if we have to do a radiation pill or not. Its been really scary and I didn't want pity. I also didn't want to tell everybody because some people are just nosy. I didn't want fake sympathy from people I didn't really know. I am sorry if this hurts any feelings. so thats where I've been and what i'm going through and I'm just trying to make heads and tails of this crazy life.