So I am coming up on 5 months down in Texas and it was pointed out to me. With the exception of 2 furs I have seen no one outside of my roommates since I have been down here. I was nervious about coming down here and thanks to TFF and the TFF Cub Hub, I won't lie I was pretty excited to be a Texas Fur!

But...for the first few months I tried to reach out to a bunch of furs, be friendly, talk about meet ups and meets. I really don't wanna hit half a year down here and still not meet up with anyone. I really did enjoy meeting people at TFF but to be honest I felt...out of place. The Cub Hub was absolutely amazing and I enjoyed all the activities and such but at the same time, I couldn't shake this feeling like I was just an outsider looking in and I desperately wanted to change that. Now at least part of me feels like next year I shouldn't even bother with certain things at TFF and such.

Honestly my nerves are fried and my new job starts today. My mind is a mess and my sense of self is a bit off. In Jersey I had friends I could turn to, hug it out. Be part of the group and such. Here....I have my roommates and they are truly wonderful but I miss having a group of friends, hang outs, meet ups, I miss hearing, "Oh yeah that's Tera she is like my little sister." and just smiling bright knowing to those people I meant more then some random fur on the street.

Thank you for listening to my rambling. Hope yalls week is great.