Okie! Big Announcement Time!

I came to this decision thanks to some wonderful people this past weekend. I have been debating about something for years even before I started transitioning the concept scared the daylights out of me and I always was iffy on my decision.

Not Anymore...As of Monday I opened a savings account with the interest of saving for my Gender Reassignment Surgeries. I plan on getting about 6-8k saved up before I go in and I will be under 200 pounds or close to it by that point.

The reason why is even if I am blessed enough to have what could be 6 digit surgery costs and hospital bills covered by my insurance as a friend pointed out you are two scoops of useless for 1-2 weeks in the hospital then 2 months of being bleh! So I will be saving in the hopes that as long as my insurance does its job and I save up I will be able to survive the rest!

It might sound dumb or silly to some but....this has been a long long road so far and I am very proud I am making this decision. I could not have even remotely been able to get over these hesitations without the help of some amazing people I hope to have in my life for many years to come.

Hell, it is thanks to all of you I am able to smile again, I am breaking down walls I long built up and I am showing the girl that has been hidden away. Thank my lucky stars for some reason yall seem to like her.

I love you all! So very very much.