I don't know if it's the lack of me getting hired or just being reminded i have no money or what but I'm depressed and i really don't know what to do with my life i tried everything but nothing is really working out i tried not thinking about it i tried non-medicated remedies but nothing really helping so I'm just giving up and admitting I'm a worthless piece of shit that shouldn't have been created, and you all might tell me no that's not true but it is my mom hatted the person who provided the sperm to create me i hate him too since he neglected me, and such she be happier if i never existed and if she was with someone else during that time instead of some lying asshole who fucked he over. So there that I'm useless, I'm worthless and a waste of space.