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Some words to relieve my broken self
9 years ago
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Bienvenidos!, Welcome!, Irashaimasen!, Bemvindo!, Welkom! :3
This last few weeks I've been rather down, a bit depressed and with what a friend of mine called, anxiety. I honestly try my best to stay positive but there are times were I just can't... I feel awful, because, I love my friends, to me friendship it's a beloved treasure and I would like to show them I can be funny, interesting and someone who cares for them and can be trusted on. But I feel like I get them far away, since lately I don't bring nothing much than just complains and that gets me so mad...
But then, this people just showed true concern and support, I know I can rely on them, whenever I feel like I'll stumble they are there to catch me, when I feel sad they're there for calming me and cheer me up. I remember that once a person I know said that internet friends mean nothing, that they're not real. Hmph, right now I can show that guy how wrong he was. Sometimes I keep thinking of my ex and his betrayal, the pain, the anger and how much I regret for having dated such a coward man. I'm a bit ashamed of myself and think that it's a bit ridiculous how I reached the point of saying "Man, I need someone to cuddle with", I dunno, never been at this point, don't know what to do.
*sigh* Or maybe, that guy I used to love, the one who broke my heart in millions of pieces, made me regret of so many stuff I feel like I need to fix them up somehow, like to reach towards a conclusion over stuff I hadn't done with that man.
My friends, I totally regret every time I just lashed out at you and when I acted as an asshole when there was no need to, I'm sorry if I ended up being a huge moron with you.
I just... I just hope I don't end up ruining things as I tend to do, I don't want to lose more friends.
Wulfie, Finn, Taggie you three are the best, you did know how to understand me even when I felt I deserved the worst and you always made me feel happy and welcome, you've always been the furs I loved to reach at when I was feeling lost, you always knew how to make me feel comfortable.
I love you all, please never change
You'll have to forgive me, I might be uploading this kind of journals from time to time since I feel the need of speaking
But then, this people just showed true concern and support, I know I can rely on them, whenever I feel like I'll stumble they are there to catch me, when I feel sad they're there for calming me and cheer me up. I remember that once a person I know said that internet friends mean nothing, that they're not real. Hmph, right now I can show that guy how wrong he was. Sometimes I keep thinking of my ex and his betrayal, the pain, the anger and how much I regret for having dated such a coward man. I'm a bit ashamed of myself and think that it's a bit ridiculous how I reached the point of saying "Man, I need someone to cuddle with", I dunno, never been at this point, don't know what to do.
*sigh* Or maybe, that guy I used to love, the one who broke my heart in millions of pieces, made me regret of so many stuff I feel like I need to fix them up somehow, like to reach towards a conclusion over stuff I hadn't done with that man.
My friends, I totally regret every time I just lashed out at you and when I acted as an asshole when there was no need to, I'm sorry if I ended up being a huge moron with you.
I just... I just hope I don't end up ruining things as I tend to do, I don't want to lose more friends.
Wulfie, Finn, Taggie you three are the best, you did know how to understand me even when I felt I deserved the worst and you always made me feel happy and welcome, you've always been the furs I loved to reach at when I was feeling lost, you always knew how to make me feel comfortable.
I love you all, please never change
You'll have to forgive me, I might be uploading this kind of journals from time to time since I feel the need of speaking
