Today during dinner time I was sitting at the table with my brother and my mom and we started to do some small talk which is unusual for us during dinner (As no one talks at the dinner table when my dad is around). So we started out just small talking and then we started to talk about more intellectual things like our opinions on death penalty and jail and such. Now my brother and my mom aren't the smartest people on earth but they are far away from stupid. They managed to keep up a conversation with me about it for 10+ minutes before my brother left the table and I was done and wanted to get back to my PC. So why am i mentioning this? It kinda reminded me about how much I miss discussing things with people and sometimes even debating. I havent had a real discussion or debate since I graduated school 2 years ago and I kinda miss it. During these last 2 years I have been very much living in isolation. Almost never go out unless its a doctors appointment or I have to go shopping. I dont hang out with friends anymore because all of them either work or have moved away. So this discussion I had today kinda reminded me that I do miss talking to people even though I am an introvert. My mom always tells me that when I was young they couldn't get me to shut up and now adays I can go days without saying anything to her or other people.

Well I think that is about all I wanted to say in this journal...I think? Im very easily scatter brained both in real life and online. I used to not be but I guess its something that comes with age.