Well for my major followers I don't know how many I have out there anymore since I haven't been active on FA but I wanted to give an update. I decided to take my severance and do unemployment from the job that laid me off....I tried to do the other job that I thought would be interesting but they didn't give me all the details about and I just couldn't bring myself to do it. In just 3 days doing the training it was just too much and the drive was not worth the pay-cut I got either. In just those 3 days I was on a quarter of a tank so I would have been spending more money in fuel than anything else. So I decided to leave the company to give myself some time to focus on myself and figure out what to do.... I have had way too much on my mind lately and I'm freaking out how my bills are going to get paid...but I can't bring myself to work retail or fast food again. It's just not what I went to school for I absolutely refuse to do it again. I'm already under too much stress as is trying to look for another design job, but I highly doubt I'm going to find a job anytime soon so I had to apply for my unemployment. I hope I get it. I just need all the support I can get right now. It didn't hit me hard until after my last day at the job. I'm trying my best to stay positive and see it as a good thing..I can refocus on my work and get new work out there to get noticed. I don't know whether to do commissions or not I kind have lost interest in Fur Affinity over the years just because all my favorite artists who I met and inspired me are gone. I still check FA once in awhile to keep up with artists I'm watching and comment here and there when I can. I love illustrating I just don't know if I want to anymore in this kind of setting. Anyway I will still be here I wont deactivate my account or anything. I just feel I need to focus more on my graphic design work right now. Thanks for following me and keeping up to date with me.