I have never actually been happier. Knowing that I have acquired serious debt and keep doing so, I have never felt more free. My house buying was a complete success, the area is much better than before, as we started to hear gunshots (not living out in the country kinda shots) more often than on 4th of July and New Years. My neighbors so far have been pretty nice and cool. The move was mildly smooth and things are getting setup to epic proportions. I have been working myself ragged to get this place ready for an epic party and my two new big dogs. I'm working on my solar panels again and even have plans to finally work on my poi skills again since I have the room. The eustress is amazing. I love working on my own home to improve it in many ways and getting to use my carpentry and new found electrical skills. I'm starting several new projects like mealworm styrofoam recycling farm, composting, planning a garden/landscaping, fish tanks, more plants, paper recycling, carpentry misc., and many many more.

I seriously have never been happier in my life and wish that it could last forever. The only real negative is that I live alone for the time being and it gets lonely on this hill, but I am getting to learn to love myself again, while being alone and in my head. I'm watching less "TV" and spending more time outside. Soon, I will be walking miles a day with my dogs and starting my life anew. I wish the future to hold great and better things-- for everyone.