Ok so this is kind of a hard journal to make right now but I NEED to make it incase anything happens in the near future and I poof. This involves updates on my life and art status. As of (9/27/16) This will be a bit word-y but as you guys know I Love to keep you guys updated incase anything happens to me.

(TL;DR My Father-in-Law kicked up his bull shit to the max.)

So as many of you guys knew Earlier this month Cody and I had our vacation than had to move back in with his father for the reminders of the year. We were house sitting for the summer where we were fully on our own. ( Paid rent food bills you know ADULT SHIT ) and we both needed that taste of freedom to have us Save up even more to move out as soon as possible because of the stress that his Father my Father-in-Law causes me.

In this month it hit the extreme from the MOMENT we came back home. I was informed that my pets i have owned for over 6 years can no longer live with us until I can get them a 400. dollar cage AND even then my Chinchilla's would have to live in the garage. I cried but I found a safe place for them to live in the mean time. This was very hard for me to be without them because I have had Cheshire ( my girl) since highschool and Alistair since after I left my first Toxic job. So not having them here really upsets me but I know they are safe.

Now that might not seem like much to some people but they HAD lived with us when we first moved in, but My father-in-law made a huge seen at a family gathering that painted me as a Toxic bad person for wanting my Pets to live with me. BECAUSE get this they are caged animals and shit in their cages. Now anyone who knows anything about chinchillas they are hypoallergenic pets. They can;t even create dander but that does not matter to my father-in-law. Even though I cleaned out their cages every morning and every night that wasn't enough.

This happened within the first week of us getting back. So than the following week I had gotten sick as you all know. Well THIS weekend to add salt to the wounds Cody and I found out that My Old Laptop had been stolen AS well as a few of my more....personal clothes if you get my jists. We found out that while we were house sitting. Cody's father in law had some homeless kid live in our room. ( by kid I mean a 23 year old who doesn't have their shit together ). Now this was not a friend of the family or even anyone my Father-in-Law knew and was also not a fan of. Why this person was living in his house is unknown to me but Cody told me he had to grow up with this. Because his father was homeless at one point he won't have people be homeless.

Even if they steal from you/ do drugs in your house/ or pull a gun on you. Yes these have all happened in the past which is a real reason for why Cody has a VERY VERY hard time trusting people. Which I don't blame him. I believed him when we started dating and he told me. However now that I live with them and see it Often it causes me almost a constant state of stress.

Why you might ask? Well because the same day that we found out the laptop was stolen. WHICH funny enough  arofexdracona was spending the weekend with me and witnesses this. Saw some other now Homeless Man who My father-in-Law does not even like just left alone in our house.

When Anna and I went out we had to lock away my tablet both of our computers and our 3DS and take the key with us both times we were out because my father-in-law just left this NEW man who we have never met before and was a friend of a friend of a friend with no place to go was staying here.

This man had spent the night and Cody and I nearly had a panic attack because a few of Cody's Uncles Guns were missing. Which only went missing after this Strange new man was staying in the house. Also keep in mind he has no room he is staying in he has been sleeping in the gauge or the living room.

Due to the fact that on more than one occasion I have woken up with Strangers in the house we are living in I currently feel un-safe and a constant state of stress. Because I know I cannot leave my items out in the place I call home. If I even want to go down the street to get a coffee or put gas in my car I have to lock everything away. Due to this I can only create art in the middle of the night when everyone else is asleep because it is the only times I feel safe.

Now you must be thinking. Well just talk to your father-in-law or have Cody demand certain things. And Ohhhh buddy we have...we have as well As Cody's Uncle to his father thousands of times. BUT my Father-in-Law does not work Where Cody and Uncle both do. Which honestly is making me want to find a job even harder than before because I don't want to be here. We also currently have nowhere else to go because if we were to go anywhere else our savings would have to be taken to again to pay rent because of the fucking state I live in. Where even in the unsafe/ cheap areas it still costs to much for us.

We were able to find the guns but they had been moved and switched out of their cases. Which Cody's family and Myself never touched. Which also caused me to start to panic because they knew where they were. SO now Cody and I have hidden the Guns in our room. SO it was a SLIGHT pang of relief. I have talked to a couple of friends last night because I was so scared I couldn't even sleep until we found those stupid things.

Bottom line is this is not our house so we have no say of the "friends" or just "friends of friends" his father keeps and brings over. He has openly told us many times BEFORE these events that this is HIS house and he can do whatever he wants.

Also to top it off my car is currently out of commission. Cody is working on fixing it but he currently needs it for work so I am again Trapped in this house. Like back when I had to do the Pizza commission live stream because I have no way of being able to leave the house. Unless I'm given rides or allowed to use my Father-in-Laws car when he is not using it. This is also not meant to be a pitty journal I just really wanted to inform you all of what has happened to me this month. Because I have a bad fear that there is more to come.

So because of this I have no idea how my Work will be effected which really fucking Sucks because I need some money and I really REALLY fucking want to do some Halloween commissions this year...... So I might open for like 4 slots for Halloween themed commissions at most to get done throughout the month as well as the other commissions I owe. So here is the update I will also be making a bump journal after this so this long thing is not n my front page. So thanks for reading. I love you all and I'm sorry to all of my new watchers that are seeing this first. I gained a few recently I Love you all and I hope this doesn't scare you guys away. Like I said I just needed to inform you all incase I poof.