I know I have been inactive for a few months. It has been very stressful, running into some very unpleasant people. It has affected me in a way to which I began to isolate and fall into a deep depression. Some of you may have seen me at Furry Migration in Minnesota. That con, just like any other convention I have been to, has went terribly wrong that affected my overall mood and even my physical health. I have made a vow now to never attend a convention again. Not only is it because of the bad things that happen to me every time I go to a con, but I am always alone too because I don't party, I don't drink or smoke, and my social anxiety makes it hard for me to make new friends. My experiences with the fandom were overall more negative than positive. Obviously being a fan of anthropomorphic animals makes me a furry so I can't just say "I quit".

On another note, my commission income is skyrocketing. Last month within 2 hours of opening commissions I filled up all of my slots. I made $40 that day. But after completing the commissions I had to close due to the stress that is currently going on in my life. But I will soon get back on track and be able to draw more for everyone.

Another update, I was living in Minnesota for a month with a new roommate but due to conflict and complications it couldn't work out. I am currently living in the St. Louis area in Missouri again. Ever since I moved to Missouri I have felt as though there was a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. I don't have to hide my emotions anymore. I am more accepted and comforted. There are no fights. No anger anymore. It is so much better here than anywhere I have been. I am glad to have friends down here that understand and care and help me so much more.

So that's my update!