i havent gone swimming in about that much time either and i gotta say... it felt like a spiritual journey lol
this is the first time in years that i didnt feel fat.. i felt weightless
ill probably hate myself for this journal later but im so at peace right now that i dont care.. i guess the negative that caused me to need a bath is turning into a positive
and just for clarity i DO shower lol.. i just havent taken a bath in forever and it made me wanna cry because it felt so good ;~;