It' s double journal from my DA account from Sep 13. I just know that I rarely update my life status here, though not everyone has DA accs.


It was very easy to fall. When some things are getting worse and worse during quite a long time, when they finally become the whole big trouble, it's always something you expect but can't stop.
That happened to us, me and my family. My father is going to be fired from work, because of the new young director who got his post not by himself(I think you understood what I mean). Some people will be fired until October comes, and my father is among them. This isn't that easy because once he got fired the company should pay salary the threefold-fourfold amount(it's called severance pay as I remember), but now they plan to pay only 1 or 2. It sound funny until we go to the real numbers, if it's a fourfold amount, than it's more than 18000$. Just to compare.
Another bad thing is the conflict in our family. My elder watchers may know - it's never been simple for me to deal with family conflicts, ever since I was a child, but yes, I grew up, but situation was "growing up" too by getting worse.
My mother and dad are going to divorce...Finally, after 2 years of trying to ignore the problem. I can't say it's good or bad, I know that it won't hurt me in the way like if I was 5 y.o., no. But it's difficult.

We have a big family, we'll have a lack of money when October comes, and we'll all be separate. I'm telling everything in brief, because I buried my emotions deep inside myself, I don't have time and strength for them, I need to work now to bring some money & help to my family.


I'll open commissions today finally and post some things for sale. If anyone could help spreading info about my commission journal and etc - that would be wonderful.

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So, today is Oct 3, and nothing really changed. So. I'm sorry if I'll be spamming with commission journals and character sales.
I owed to pay for two commissions and I did it already in Aug and early September, now I don't owe anything.
Thanks everyone for reading.


RECENT YCH: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21310905/
CHARACTERS FOR SALE: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21314826/