*Blush* okay so I got promoted at work and I now work in the freezer, on top of this being a pay raise and more hours it has allowed me to try something I would never have before, diaper up full time at work.

well its more like pull up up, the diapers are the green single retapeable kind and I don't actually use them until I'm on my final hour out of fear of leaks and freezing. Still their way to thick to be seen as normal undies and they give my pants that baby bulge and I swear everyone knows what im wearing. Guess I'm just stuck as a over sized half potty trained toddler unable to fully commit to babyhood but not in control enough to not need protection...

Which brings up what I wanted to talk about, you see since I started wearing these "trainers" on a daily basis my bladder has felt less in control, no im serous maybe its the extra heat maybe its the tightness but ive been having to rush to the bathroom almost every 2 hours and jump in a stall ( if the only one in the store is open if not im stuck waiting outside trying not to soak my diapers well I dance about doing the potty dance) normally I only take one bathroom break aday at work but now its like im loosing the ability to hold it as well, or my bladders getting smaller maybe probably not and its all in my head.

any way the entire thing has been different crinkling along pulling my diapers down around my ankles and using the toilet paranoid some ones going to notice the diaper under the stall, fun, fun, fun.