I know i dont know you that we'll but you were one of the very first furs I started to follow on the sight. You are such an inspiration to me and inspired me to branch out and really figure out who my fursona is. You are an amazing warm hearted kind fur. One of the rare ones too. The earth needs clones of yo . Not less of you :)

Thanks sweety. That's really kind of you to say. It really makes me happy to know that I was one of your first to watch. ^.^

Ever gotten ta bond with a bear rl?... Ta play with one or even get ta touch an pet one?...

No. Never. And I would really want to. It would make me so happy. (As long as it didn't maul me)

Sounds like ya've got yer reason ta live then... don't'cha think it's time ta live yer dreams... an heck, even if it does come ta a maulin'...live or die by it Bear has deemed ya worthy'a yer dreams... somehow tho... someone's who show's true respect an longin' ta even be near'em an stay brave an true... has lil' ta worry about...

...an b'fore you or anyone else is thinkin' I'm advisin' ya ta go out inta the wild an find a wild bear... NO!... Hell even if yer experienced in wild bear encounters then yer doin' so at yer own risk... same as with any animal... but if ya truly are wantin' ta be around an work with these majestic beings then by all means... find out everythin' ya can! Go ta zoos or seek out bear trainers... people who've worked with these animals an show them yer utmost dogged determination that'cha WANNA be around them an that'cher willin' ta learn everythin' there is ta know so that not only you can be safely around them... but future gens might also want fer their dreams {:)

Thanks buddy. That sounds good.

There are many people that could benefit from your presence and personality.

As much as I like bringing smiles to other people's faces, my life has seemed quite empty and aimless.

No matter how hopeless you may feel, you have to notice the beauty of what's around you. Bad feelings or bad times in general can only last for so long before good times come back around.

Phew!,that was close. I thought I was gonna have to dig in pocket and give you monies!

But you're just sad or lost somehow.
What's the matter this time?
*hugs you*
Yes there's reasons to keep on living.
Do it for you!
Do it for your family!
Do it for me!
Live for god!

I keep getting sadder and sadder...

*hugs*
You want something?

*Hugs* Thanks buddy. I just want to find my happiness.

sorry you climbed to top my mountain!
Do not know answer to that one!
Will call you back to climb my mountain soon as I find answer myself!

But I do love you and maybe you be happier hearing that!
*hugs*

*Hugs you back* Love you too T-bear.

What I do when Im in them moods is think about all the good people ive met online and in real and the memories I have with them.. as well dreams and things id like to experience.. and memories of good experiences I have had.
I dint really know what else to say. Ive been down your path, still am. But live fur yourself, life is worth living buddy...
*hugs,you tightly*

Thanks, it does help to try to have dreams. It's unfortunate that most of mine have been broken

many of mine have been too.. but not all dreams are meant to be, but dont mean we still should not have them..
stay around bud.
like the guy below said you have more strengths and capabilities than you realize..
hang in there Truttle. *HUGS*

*Hugs* Thanks so much bud. I really appreciate your help.

I wish I had an easy answer, or one that didn't sound cliche. But life can and does change, it's full of some many possibilities. And you have more strength, more capability than you realise. I don't know what you've been through or what you're feeling, but I can tell you from personal experience that this is the truth. My username is my Skype/Telegram, if I'm online I'll answer.

Thank you very much, I appreciate the help

Hang in there,

the bad times shall pass.

Thanks

I can't say life will be totally fixed, and the past never happened since there is no such thing as a perfect world. But if you stay strong, and don't let the world get the better of you. Things will get better, and someday you still may find that special someone even if not.

Live for the friends that believe in you, as you are special and someday you may do something that will make a person smile and remember you forever. If you live and your situation gets better someday you might be able to save another life with your story and you being you. But also live for the friends you have, who will be sad and hurt if they ever lost you. But also the people who will one day become your friends.

To me honestly, you are an awesome person who is quite friendly and honestly to me you are charismatic. So honestly someday I really want to get up my courage to talk with you, I'm not scared honestly I'm just normally shy. Anyways stay strong, and carry on as I know that life will get better eventually even if slowly.

Those were some very kind and emotional words. I can truly feel you meant them. Thank you so much for sharing them with me and I'm glad you reached out to me. Thank you. I am desperately hanging on to hope and wishing. Hopefully I will find happiness.

Truttle

As a friend I have had for so long, one I didn't know so much about nor did I take the time to know more as a kid, i still know you are going to find something,anything, to keep your head up high. Instead of focusing on how lonely or quiet it is for you, remind yourself of how independant and focused you can be, you're a smart and creative person and even greater bear! I love your calm and endearing nature, but it's not about what I like about or want from you, or anyone else. It's about what you expect. Make your journey in life seeking happiness, a dream, anything, remembering that you have experience now. You have not lost anything, you were just as creative and beautiful a person with plenty of ideas and potential before, and you still have that, I believe that, and maybe you won't hear the right thing from me or anyone else, but instead from yourself.

I promise you, telling yourself it's ok to keep dreaming, and it's ok if you don't have an answer, YET, is the best thing you can do right now, you can apologize to yourself and accept your own apology, vowing to find that happiness, instead of making yourself feel worse. I believe in you, Truttle, and as I lay here to sleep, I pray you find happiness and love, not just from someone else, but for yourself. I know it won't be easy, but I want you to know I'm rooting for you and if you need shoulder (s) to cry, lean, or nudge against, you at least have mine to the best of my ability.

Much love, my dear bear, hope you are resting easier.
Your fox friend, Spectrum

I wish I could give a response as big and as heartwarming as yours. Thank you my friend. I really appreciate how much you're looking out for me. I'm glad I have such kind friends thinking of me and who care so much. It's why I can still hang on knowing that I'm not fully alone in all this. Thank you Spectrum. *Hugs*

I'm sure others have said so before but I'm always here for an ear and a shoulder if you need to borrow them.

Thanks so much for the shout and response to my journal. I really appreciate your concern and it makes me feel glad that this community does have it's kind furs to give help and comfort to those in need.

Well I personally try to help everyone I can. My offer stands for any time.

Thanks. I appreciate it.

And you are welcome.

I care about you a lot, and I don't want you feeling this way.
I have to leave for work in 3 minutes, but let's chat tonight, ok?

Okay bud. I'll see you tonight after work. I only work 4 hours tonight so I should be home by 8:00PM my time.

I get done 11pm your time but if thats too late i will try to get out early today

I'm having a bit of a hard time, but I'm trying my best to recover.

Our friendship.

You're my dearest friends here on Fur Affinity! I don't wanna loose you!

Awww...*Hugs you tight* Thanks dear

*hugs you back tightly* You're welcome.